~ really exhausted ~

hye allz.. really feel tired, coz i force my limits to finish up the chapter 1 of my thesis.. glad i can make it, today.. haha.. then, at home.. lala, my sis got really mad with me.. i wonder what she got from her driving school.. ahha.. may be she tired of listening the blabbing for 5 hours.. gosh! i sent rez an email telling him my story for today.. hehe.. miss him.. >.<

p/s: my sis, lala really hate lectures.. can't stand even 1 minute!

~ sms1 ~

short messages of rez..

rez: wslm..dear, what r u doing? r u well?
rez: why do u say like that?
rez: when we will meet?
rez: insya allah.. i will wait till u finished ur study.. then, may i proposed u?
rez: insya allah.. if i still alive.. next year, u will complete ur study, rite?
rez: thanks..ok.. r u still studying?
rez: how u remember me? i'm watching tv.. the title is respect to parents
rez: alhamdulillah.. a bit running nose.. tv program at tv9.. tanyalah ustaz
rez: insya allah.. i will be cured.. do u want to sleep?
rez: emm.. what do u thinking of me now?
rez: tell me please..
rez: emm.. okay.. let's sleep..
rez: ok.. we can think of one another at the same time.. hehe.. dont forget please..
rez: amin.. :-)
rez: wa'alaikum salam..

p/s: rez is a nice person!

~ myspace ~

i have sign up for myspace.com.. i really enjoy being there.. coz, it was so fun.. what am i doing there?? guess it.. :)

1. update my profile



2. games: dream world

~ sya n her etr ~

today, sya has to do her etr presentation.. all the best, sya.. she felt glad and really, really at a relief state coz i dont attend to see her doing the presentation.. what a funny sister here i got.. whatever..

today, i plead papa to pick up my degree scroll at the university as he passed by that memorable and really, really sweating place for me about 5 years, and hopefully i dont have to stuck with for the rest of my life.. quiet tired of seeing it.. really exhausted.. huhu..

today, rez dont reply my greeting sms.. is he really mad at me?? huhu.. sorry, pal.. coz, i got my temper since last tuesday nite.. sorry again..

p/s: pull back ur self, cast!! please be the old cast.. please..

~ movie time ~

1. hantu mak limah balik rumah: what a scary along with funny elements in it.. haha.. a bit sad when i know that che lin is already died at the moment.. after a month husin (awie) broke up their engagement.. due to he want to be succeed first then, he want to start again with her.. n, about mak limah.. she is an insane woman and run away from hospital bahagia.. her son gave hearty laugh.. as he already knew that her mom will come back to her home at kg.pisang, no matter what.. i like it when she sang the song.. “enjit, enjit semut.. sape sakit naik atas..”

2. sini ada hantu:ah meng n bakri hv to sent a died old man through highway.. and along their journey.. they exchange ghost stories.. bakri told about “hantu pokok pisang”.. then, ah mend told about “hantu nombor ekor”.. suddenly, the van need a rest.. it is really suspense me as i wonder whether ah mend die or not when the fast lorry passed him.. ah meng asked bakri to take turn to drive as he really white n look shocked.. then, bakri told “hantu asrama”.. unfortunately, they got problem with battery of van and it stopped in the middle of forest.. here, rama (the boss) gives a call to bakri n told him about an accident at highway.. he concluded that ah meng has died.. then, he shut himself in the van n did not allowed ah meng to enter the van.. i laugh at this part.. haha.. lol.. then, after some arguments.. bakri felt relieved as ah meng still alive and not ghost.. hehe.. then, a real ghost sit next to bakri, at the driver seat.. hehe.. he suddenly dumb n dont know how to open the door.. in fact, the ghost sent his died body to attend the death ceremony.. the cute part is when the photo of the ghost is winked at them..

p/s: i keen on watching scary movies.. even i quiet afraid..

~ alahai semut ~

mcm ne ntah tergerak hati ak nk tukar cadar.. tu dia.. bleh plak semut2 ni wat sarang kt bwh bntal ak.. adei.. nsib baik ak tak digigit mrk.. patut la semenjak 2 menjak ni ak asyik terserempak dgn semut je kt atas katil ak tu.. huhu..

ni lah bahana nye bila abaikn bantal.. sbb ak alas kn bantal ak tu dgn patung doraemon yg sma saiz dgn bantal tu.. so, bantal tu agak terabai ckit.. maafin ya bantal.. lepas ni ak akan lebih ambil berat tntg ko, ye..

apa lagi, ak menjerit la bila nmpk semut2 tu.. smpai mama n adik kecik tu pun terkejut tgk ak menjerit.. hehe.. terganggu dia tidur.. maafin..

p/s: ak memang geli tgk semut byk2.. yuk..

~ feverish ~

today, I got bad news. You know? I got a fever. Poor me! Hope you don’t mind me a bit sickening. Well, I don’t know how I get this irritating guest. Huh! I really irritated and I had to go for a sleep for hours. I guess niza also got a visit from this guest. Huh! Hope he is doing well with this guest. Hopefully!

Another thing that really, really gets my nerves on is the work. Gosh! When I’m able to hand it to my mentor? I really, really feel like I will go crazier if I have to keep it with me again. Huh! My mentor keeps on asking day by day. It really affects me emotionally and physically. Why doesn’t my mentor understand my situation? Why, oh why? I think I need a break from all these things. But, how can I speak it up? I don’t get much nerve to throw out all these. I have to pile up all them in here, in this body. Sorry, my body. I don’t like it either, but I don’t have any choices. Sorry again. Hope my body, brain and soul can endure with all these disturbances, difficulties, dilemmas, etc.

Thanks for your support, rez. Only you know how I feel, even sometimes I feel you are far from me. It is when you are stuck up with your works in your workshop. Even so, you still care about me! I’m glad, coz when you are around, it feels like in a paradise..

p/s: very happy with our first date, last nite..