~ feverish ~

today, I got bad news. You know? I got a fever. Poor me! Hope you don’t mind me a bit sickening. Well, I don’t know how I get this irritating guest. Huh! I really irritated and I had to go for a sleep for hours. I guess niza also got a visit from this guest. Huh! Hope he is doing well with this guest. Hopefully!

Another thing that really, really gets my nerves on is the work. Gosh! When I’m able to hand it to my mentor? I really, really feel like I will go crazier if I have to keep it with me again. Huh! My mentor keeps on asking day by day. It really affects me emotionally and physically. Why doesn’t my mentor understand my situation? Why, oh why? I think I need a break from all these things. But, how can I speak it up? I don’t get much nerve to throw out all these. I have to pile up all them in here, in this body. Sorry, my body. I don’t like it either, but I don’t have any choices. Sorry again. Hope my body, brain and soul can endure with all these disturbances, difficulties, dilemmas, etc.

Thanks for your support, rez. Only you know how I feel, even sometimes I feel you are far from me. It is when you are stuck up with your works in your workshop. Even so, you still care about me! I’m glad, coz when you are around, it feels like in a paradise..

p/s: very happy with our first date, last nite..